In need of a miracle
I finally went to the doctor to discuss my binges & depression. He prescribed Wellbutrin and said it helps stop the urge to binge ( I pray it works).
I’ve researched some information and it all looks promising the majority of the reviews say it helps lose weight by suppressing your appetite. People have said after a month on it they have lost as much as 10 lbs.
I desperately want to be in control of my eating & weight again. Im training for a half marathon you would think I’d be losing weight not gaining it.
I am hopeful, if I don’t have hope I have nothing because I don’t know where I’ll go if this doesn’t work.
It is my third day on the pill ( i binged today)the doctor said it could take up to two weeks for the pills to start working. I’m counting down the days.
Svyatoslav Ponomarev, Moscow, Russia, 1999
From the series Face to Infinity and Possibility of Transformation [+]
Color Print from Negative Film, Printed in 1999, Vintage Edition
